I’m sorry about your relationship. I’m sorry he’s a cunt, and I’m sorry you’ve never really been happy (other than the few random hours before being plunged into sadness again). I’m sorry you knew he wasn’t/isn’t the one for you but you tried to give him a chance and he just failed. I’m sorry you even bothered and now you’re hurting over someone that acts just like your ex did. I’m sorry no one appreciates the amount of love you give, or loves you equally. I’m sorry for all of those things and a lot more, but most of all what I’m sorry for is the hurt and the tears that will surround you for months before you allow yourself to smile again.