February 2012
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Dear Butt Nugget
I’ve always been afraid of not being wanted. It’s actually one of my biggest fears. The moment you said “I don’t love you anymore” I snapped, I know you didn’t mean it because you apologized a few days later. But you can’t and I can’t. Not being loved is not being wanted. You made my biggest fear come true….You broke us and you shattered me.
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Dear Dannysaur,
I tried to stop cutting for you.
But you’re the reason I started again. And now you’re shoving me away? I don’t understand.
I still love you.
—Munchkin
Hey you,
I wonder if you ever think about me as much as I think about you. Sometimes I want to wave or smile when I pass you by in the halls at school. But then I get nervous. I miss you in my life. You’ve been in my dreams the past few nights, but they’re not like they were when we dated. You’re just there in those dreams. Like that one I told you about the other day? That’s all I...
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Best Friend
I try to be the greatest best friend I can,
I pick you up when you’re down.
I know where you can be found.
But still, you yell at me, you are never there for me and I feel like I can’t tell you anything. I’m like a tissue to you.
Why cant you return the love for once?
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My Green-eyed Guy
I don’t want this. I don’t want you to go to a different school next year. you can’t leave.
Never will i be able to dodge a glance when you walk through the gym in the morning.
Bump into you in a crowded hallway.
Look at you when you happen to be looking at me at the same time.
Have the same class as you.
sit next to you in that class.
nonchalantly slip you a flirty note...
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Dear D,
I really do wish you knew how I felt about all of this. I wish that you knew exactly how much you are hurting me. If you did, I dont think you would have said you had fun last night.
Last night felt, perfect, to say the least. Dancing with you, you being my first dance, it meant a lot. I felt like I was on top of the world. I felt unstoppable. I could overcome anything with you by my side. But...
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Dear the jerk who wont let me be his girl.
It’s just suppose to end, this doesnt feel like the beginning. There is no hope to us. Us is over. For good? Yeah, its done..
Dear Jackie,
I don’t know why I love you.
Truly, I have no idea why I need you.
But if you left, I would be heartbroken, maybe even dead.
I wish I had the same impact upon you but I don’t. I get it. I love you and am sorry for being an ass these days, I got a lot on my mind… That’s not a good enough excuse.
I know you’re barely holding on to us, just like I am barely keeping...
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Dear Charlie,
I spent the better part of two years loving you and hoping you would love me back. But you never returned those feelings. I know you had someone else but for a while there I hoped that in some weird twist of events that you would pick me to be in love with. I felt like you healed me in some way from the past, but you also destroyed my future. I don’t feel that anyone will be...
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Dear world,
I’ll hold on for another year. After a bit of counselling and being homeschooled, I might be better.
I’ll hold on till then. The cutting won’t stop, but I’ll keep myself breathing for another year.
We’ll see what happens after that.
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Dear you,
You really are some kind of wonderful. I hope that you find what you’re looking for and when you do find it, it makes you endlessly happy. I still don’t know if you’re a mistake or a right answer, so I’ll just keep traveling back to you.
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Dear Hayley
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I can't even think of a way to begin
so I won’t really- I’ll just jump in. I know I shouldn’t want you but I do. I know I am supposed to be falling in love with the most perfect boyfriend any girl could ever ask for… but I would trade everything I have with him for one day with you. I honestly have never wanted anyone so much before. I should be satisfied with what I have, but I can’t- it doesn’t...
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Dear Juliana,
I’m not overly sure who shoved the goddamn stick up your ass, but everyone is getting so done with your attitude it’s not funny. Stop constantly saying your friends here aren’t as good as the ones from your old school, or how you can’t wait to move back - then turn around five minutes later and whine about how nobody wants to be your friend. Maybe you need to open up to the...
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Dear Beast
I have to admit the year that we had was something I’d never believe was real, and thankfully after whats happened lately I can assume it never was. Not only did you act like you cared when I told you my friend died, you told me you wished you were here! But that was also a lie. I’m hurt to the point of no return, I still prayed that you had a better life without me. For some...
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Dear Jerk.
I’ve posted many things on here that were about you. You’ve hurt me so much. I broke down today when I got home, I cant take everything you are doing to me. Honestly, I just want one more shot, before its too late. One more chance. It isnt fair that I feel like I have no say, I feel like if I would say something, you’d really be gone this time. So I will wait patiently til the...
Dear Mom,
I dislike your boyfriend. I do. I always have.
At first, it was simply because I didn’t want you to have someone who’s not dad by your side. But I’ve came to realise that, yes, you deserve a love life. You married far too young and you deserve to date someone else. But mom, he’s not the one for you. He doesn’t deserve someone as special as you.
I hope you realise...
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Dear You,
You don’t look at me the way you used to. I miss that.
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Dear J
Hi
I’m glad hat I finally talked to you again, and that you replied.
I like being your friend, and now, I finally feel that my life is going the right way for the first time ever. It’s a nice feeling..
Love,
Me.
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Dear M,
I miss the flirting. I miss you wanting to come down and see me so badly. I miss saying ‘I’m gonna get some sleep’ and you responding with ‘Nooo!!’. I miss saying ‘I love you’ every night before I fell asleep.
I miss who we used to be.
You’re my best guy friend - you’ve kept me going so much. My love life screwed it up, I know.
But...
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Dear A,
I’ve expressed it to my school friends, to my brothers, to Matthew, even to Nick.
I am so ecstatic to have you back. I missed you immensely, and I promise you, you’ll always come first no matter what. Everyone knows how happy I am - all because I have the ability to say “Yeah, Ashlyn? She’s my best friend”.
Thank you for staying.
I love you.
-K
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Dear Noah,
The fact that you knew I had a cutting problem last year doesn’t upset me.
It’s the fact that while you and I are supposed to be best friends, you knew - and did nothing about it.
- A
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Dear J,
I miss you too, but I can never tell you that first. Stop writing letters on the internet that you know damn well I’m seeing, and please, just talk to me. I miss talking to you. Please.
-A
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Dear You,
I love you more than the moon loves the stars.
-Me
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Dear Facebook "friends"
I’m bisexual. And I don’t care what any of you say. I’m not confused or not sure. I know that I have an attraction to both sexes. And no, I am not pansexual or omnisexual like Kai. I call myself bisexual and that is what I am. There is a difference and it would help if you learnt what that difference was before you say anything about it.
(If only I had the guts to actually put...
"A real boy won't care what size bra you are, how...
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Dear Chris
You used to make me feel so special, i never guessed it would of ended like this.. us just falling out of love, no specific reason. We can’t even hate each other because we both just don’t care enough to feel such a strong emotion. What happened to us? We used to be great together, even as friends, it was us agaisnt the world, when we was together there wasnt anybody who could come...
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Dear Crush,
So. I don’t have a valentine. You don’t have a valentine. Maybe we could fix that? I wish. I’ve liked you, for a long time.
I know this song is talking about a guy feeling like he did more than his girls new guy does, but every time i hear it i think of you. Cause I think you would do these things for me, and more. The song is Like We Used To by Rocket To The Moon.
“Does...
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Dear Dad,
It’s sort of ironic that you, being a homophobe, have a lesbian daughter.
You only have one kid, Dad. It’s me. And I’m the same little girl you’ve been raising since you were 23. But Dad, I like girls and boys.
I’m terrified to tell you, but I can’t keep this a secret much longer.
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Dear N,
If I don’t kiss you before I leave at the end of this year, I will be extremely disappointed. Two years of being in love with you, and I’m probably never going to see you again after this year.
Seriously. Can you just violently make out with me or something?
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Dear C,
I have this near-uncontrollable urge to rip off all your clothes and suck your dick.
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"You are the best thing that's ever happened to...
When you’re down and you don’t feel like yourself anymore; every time you think you can’t take another messy situation; whether we’re in the same room, the same city, the same state, the same country, or not; I will never stop loving who you are, what exactly makes you tick-tock, your vices and virtues, all.
And you will never know.
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You know who you are
You fucked with me pretty bad. I’ve got to say, what you did to me is almost as damaging as losing my mom, and that’s really saying something. You know me better than anyone else, and I trusted you more than anyone else. I honestly thought that you loved me like I loved you. Then you went and broke my heart.
It was years ago, I know, but you honestly don’t understand how much...
Dear J,
I know how it was when i saw u for the first time. From the moment we met we meet we came extremly close. U became my best friend, i shared everything with u and we were together almost every day. That changed, u said u loved me, i didn’t love u back. I was in love with some one else, that boy is my soulmate. But then a few months ago u said u didn’t want to be friends with me. u broke...
Dear You,
Please stop being so bloody perfect.
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Dear Cole
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Dear C,
Well, what do I say about you? Quite truthfully, you’re a cunt. But despite this, I still miss you like crazy. You lied to me for months, but I still wish every day that you’d say sorry and that you didn’t mean it.. I don’t understand how you managed to get into my head and fuck me up so much.. You did make me the happiest I’ve ever been, once upon a time.. And I...
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Dear You,
I just don’t feel that best friend vibe anymore.
Sure, we’re friends again, and we’re all good. But a best friend is someone I can’t go a day without talking to without feeling like something’s missing in my life.
That whole week or two weeks or however long it was we didn’t talk, i felt nothing. I didn’t care.
And that, that makes me think I...
Dear C.T.,
I know you’re going to act like you don’t care about me moving to the other side of the country.
But we have a lot of history.
You can’t just throw something that important away.
Can you?
Dear Valentine,
I just want to be loved. Without pretention and without conditions. I may be enigmatic, if only because I am shy and would rather not be predictable. But apparently being an enigma frightens off people in general and I wonder why? Do we fear unknowns?
So when your day rolls around, do bestow upon us the strength to move through uncertainty. Let us move beyond cowardice. I want to be able to love...
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Dear Julia,
You’re the one reason I’m scared to leave this place.
Imagine. Someone I don’t speak to anymore, makes me tremble at the thought of leaving her behind. It’s a little odd, don’t you say?
I love you.
I have yet to see someone as beautiful as you, or meet someone as smart and interesting.
But, it’s been two years since our best friendship or more or whatever...
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Dear J.W.S,
How amazing will it be, honestly?
I’m coming home. Not for the summer. Not for spring break.
I’m coming home for good.
I’m going to live five minutes away from you. We’re going to go to the same high school. There’s going to be no more ‘I really miss you, being 3500 miles away sucks’ kind of winters. There’s no need to say long distance anymore....
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Dear Three Seats Left,
I met you under the sketchiest circumstances. I had no idea that us just talking sometimes would grow up into what it is now just a few months later.
It was such a depressing time in my life. I had no idea what direction I was going in or what could salvage my dying heart. You became that little glimmer in my day. When you called or texted me, the loneliness and pessimism wouldn’t just melt...
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Dear Boyfriend-
I’m just trying to find a reason to break up with you so I can get my bestfriend back.
It’s your fault.
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Dear Stephen Harper,
You’re a total and complete douchebag. - Me.
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That song I dedicated to you such a long time ago,
Sometimes I wonder when or if you still listen to it. I know I sure do.
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Dear You,
I’m sorry that I could never tell you how I really feel to your face. I’m sorry that I kept my pride high and didn’t admit to liking you. I’m sorry that I get all shy when you speak to me. I’m sorry for not letting you in. But please come back, give me a second chance? It will be worth it. I promise.
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Dear Noah,
I’d die for you, but I’m done living for you.
-A
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Dear:
I haven’t been losing sleep. I haven’t been writing poems at odd hours of the night, and I’m comfortable.
For once, at the end of a friendship, I haven’t been left with the short end of the stick.
I hope you have a swell life, but in order to keep my sanity and keep my friends - I’m afraid it’ll have to be swell without me.
Dear J,
Nu kan ik zeggen wat ik al die tijd al tegen jou wil zeggen, maar wat je niet wilt horen. Je was mijn allerbeste vriend, we waren zo ongelofelijk close, altijd kon ik bij jou terecht en jij ook bij mij. Zoveel hebben we samen gelachen. maar toen ik een vriend kreeg had ik geen tijd meer voor je zei je, het was allemaal mijn fout. dus ik heb alles gedaan om jou terug te krijgen, uren, nee dagen of...