February 2012
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Dear Dante and Chris,
You both are amazing young men. I love you both so much. I really don’t know what I’d do without you.
Dante, I started off disliking you a little bit, but that was just because you hooked onto me way too quickly. Things definitely got better between us. I’m pretty sure I’m the only person you’ve got left - and I definitely will never leave your side. It will be...
I'm a little confused,
But whatever works too…
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Dear You.
I long to admit how much I miss you, but I have no right to. You’re not ‘mine’ to miss.
When you reply it gives me butterflies right before I read it. But when you don’t reply, I feel sick and empty, just sat on my bed, unable to move or do anything.
I have told you I love you. You say you love me too, but I just don’t know if you really mean it the same way I do.
...
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Dear Facebook "friends",
I’m bisexual. And I am fucking proud.
Love,
Me.
Dear You,
I write so many letters on here to you and they are all the same, they say how much I hate you for what you did to me, how even though you hurt me I still want you. Every single letter is so negative, so hateful and looking back at them makes me angry at myself. I’m angry at myself for being so unfair to you. So this letter is going to be different.
We got past what happened, we’re...
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Dear You,
I fucked it up. Again. I’m sorry
Dear you,
If you don’t want to be best friends, just tell me. Though it’ll suck because I’ll never find someone quite like you.
I’m sorry for fucking things over again.
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Dear Cass,
I guess jealousy is what I’m feeling. I don’t like your girlfriend. I mean, she’s a very good friend and we hang out a lot, but the way she glares at me when I hug you makes me want to flip shit on her. You’re the closest thing I have to a brother. I always have hugged you, I always do hug you and I always will hug you.
It seems like you’re not here for me anymore.
...
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Dear Friends Too Far Away -
There is nothing that’s been keeping me optimistic these days other than the fact that soon, I’ll be home with all of you.
I’ve been moved over 3000 miles away since I was eight. And I can’t wait to come back. Summer break is never long enough. I miss everyone too much.
I’ll be home soon. x
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Dear Best Friend,
Things are not like they were before.
I don’t feel as comfortable anymore. Those two weeks that we didn’t talk were real eye opening for me. I realized that I don’t need to depend on someone else for my own happiness, and I’m fine with my friends here.
I love you, but I don’t know. After being put aside for those two weeks, that broke my trust. And I can’t...
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Dear Mom and Dad,
When I was a little girl, I really felt the love you both had for me. I never once doubted that my parents cared for me.
I’m 16 now, and all we ever do is fight. All day, every day. You wonder why I “hide out” in my room all the time? Because I can’t have a single fucking conversation with you without it ending badly. I miss the times where I could talk about anything with...
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Dear One Who Used to Love Me,
I know the things I said hurt you in ways I never would have imagined. I wish I could take back everything I’ve said. It’s almost been a year sense the day I took my love away and til this day is still regret it. I wish I still had you in my life and could hold you in my arms. That could tell you how may day had been and you’d kiss my troubles away or how we talked, fought and...
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Dear R
You mean more to me than you’ll ever see. You’re caught up in protecting yourself that you push away everyone around you. I’ve shown you over and over again that I’ll never stop caring about you. I tell you that you are amazing and important to me. Yet you find simple ways to get on my nerve about us. We’re the same yet opposites. I can go from absolutely smothering...
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Dear you,
In all honestly, I’m completely tired of you. You get pissed at me for talking about my online friends so much, and then you go and do it yourself.
You aren’t the person I thought you were.
You’re just like everyone else - you use me for my money, and when I ask you to buy me something that doesn’t even cost a fucking toonie, you say no.
Honestly. Grow up.
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Dear Who I Trust
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Dearest love,
I can’t do it. I can’t. I can’t.
You’re destroying yourself. You’re not even destroying now, you’re destroying tomorrow. You’re destroying our future.
I don’t want to lose you. Can’t you understand that? I don’t want to lose you!
I can’t do this. I can’t hold you like this.
It’s the one thing I cannot do.
I’m...
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Dear Garden
Fuck you, there was no reason for you to bring any of this up! At all! You wont be willing to make me happy, then fine. Dont ask me if you can make me happy when you clearly cant. Stop messing with my head. Maybe its all me.
I DONT LIKE LIARS. I DONT LIKE PEOPLE WHO DONT TELL ME THE TRUTH, I want to know what happened between us, your past feelings. I dont want it in some speech that you are...
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Dear you, if you remember me
You always made me believe that you hated pretending to be anything you weren’t. We talked about all the fake girls who weren’t true to themselves and I believed that you were above that.
But recently, as we’ve grown apart, I can see you’re starting to hide yourself. You wouldn’t call it lying, because you’re not saying anything that isn’t true, but I...
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Dear You,
I’m sort of in love with you. Not your face, or your body, or your laugh, but you. The light that glows from inside of you, the essence of you. I love the way it comes out in your writing, you have no idea how talented you are. I love the way we love all the same nerdy things. The same books, TV shows, movies, music, food. We’re almost the same person, except we’re not. You...
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Dear Butt Nugget
I’ve always been afraid of not being wanted. It’s actually one of my biggest fears. The moment you said “I don’t love you anymore” I snapped, I know you didn’t mean it because you apologized a few days later. But you can’t and I can’t. Not being loved is not being wanted. You made my biggest fear come true….You broke us and you shattered me.
...
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Dear Dannysaur,
I tried to stop cutting for you.
But you’re the reason I started again. And now you’re shoving me away? I don’t understand.
I still love you.
—Munchkin
Hey you,
I wonder if you ever think about me as much as I think about you. Sometimes I want to wave or smile when I pass you by in the halls at school. But then I get nervous. I miss you in my life. You’ve been in my dreams the past few nights, but they’re not like they were when we dated. You’re just there in those dreams. Like that one I told you about the other day? That’s all I...
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Best Friend
I try to be the greatest best friend I can,
I pick you up when you’re down.
I know where you can be found.
But still, you yell at me, you are never there for me and I feel like I can’t tell you anything. I’m like a tissue to you.
Why cant you return the love for once?
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My Green-eyed Guy
I don’t want this. I don’t want you to go to a different school next year. you can’t leave.
Never will i be able to dodge a glance when you walk through the gym in the morning.
Bump into you in a crowded hallway.
Look at you when you happen to be looking at me at the same time.
Have the same class as you.
sit next to you in that class.
nonchalantly slip you a flirty note...
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Dear D,
I really do wish you knew how I felt about all of this. I wish that you knew exactly how much you are hurting me. If you did, I dont think you would have said you had fun last night.
Last night felt, perfect, to say the least. Dancing with you, you being my first dance, it meant a lot. I felt like I was on top of the world. I felt unstoppable. I could overcome anything with you by my side. But...
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Dear the jerk who wont let me be his girl.
It’s just suppose to end, this doesnt feel like the beginning. There is no hope to us. Us is over. For good? Yeah, its done..
Dear Jackie,
I don’t know why I love you.
Truly, I have no idea why I need you.
But if you left, I would be heartbroken, maybe even dead.
I wish I had the same impact upon you but I don’t. I get it. I love you and am sorry for being an ass these days, I got a lot on my mind… That’s not a good enough excuse.
I know you’re barely holding on to us, just like I am barely keeping...
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Dear Charlie,
I spent the better part of two years loving you and hoping you would love me back. But you never returned those feelings. I know you had someone else but for a while there I hoped that in some weird twist of events that you would pick me to be in love with. I felt like you healed me in some way from the past, but you also destroyed my future. I don’t feel that anyone will be...
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Dear world,
I’ll hold on for another year. After a bit of counselling and being homeschooled, I might be better.
I’ll hold on till then. The cutting won’t stop, but I’ll keep myself breathing for another year.
We’ll see what happens after that.
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Dear you,
You really are some kind of wonderful. I hope that you find what you’re looking for and when you do find it, it makes you endlessly happy. I still don’t know if you’re a mistake or a right answer, so I’ll just keep traveling back to you.
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Dear Hayley
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I can't even think of a way to begin
so I won’t really- I’ll just jump in. I know I shouldn’t want you but I do. I know I am supposed to be falling in love with the most perfect boyfriend any girl could ever ask for… but I would trade everything I have with him for one day with you. I honestly have never wanted anyone so much before. I should be satisfied with what I have, but I can’t- it doesn’t...
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Dear Juliana,
I’m not overly sure who shoved the goddamn stick up your ass, but everyone is getting so done with your attitude it’s not funny. Stop constantly saying your friends here aren’t as good as the ones from your old school, or how you can’t wait to move back - then turn around five minutes later and whine about how nobody wants to be your friend. Maybe you need to open up to the...
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Dear Beast
I have to admit the year that we had was something I’d never believe was real, and thankfully after whats happened lately I can assume it never was. Not only did you act like you cared when I told you my friend died, you told me you wished you were here! But that was also a lie. I’m hurt to the point of no return, I still prayed that you had a better life without me. For some...
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Dear Jerk.
I’ve posted many things on here that were about you. You’ve hurt me so much. I broke down today when I got home, I cant take everything you are doing to me. Honestly, I just want one more shot, before its too late. One more chance. It isnt fair that I feel like I have no say, I feel like if I would say something, you’d really be gone this time. So I will wait patiently til the...
Dear Mom,
I dislike your boyfriend. I do. I always have.
At first, it was simply because I didn’t want you to have someone who’s not dad by your side. But I’ve came to realise that, yes, you deserve a love life. You married far too young and you deserve to date someone else. But mom, he’s not the one for you. He doesn’t deserve someone as special as you.
I hope you realise...
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Dear You,
You don’t look at me the way you used to. I miss that.
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Dear J
Hi
I’m glad hat I finally talked to you again, and that you replied.
I like being your friend, and now, I finally feel that my life is going the right way for the first time ever. It’s a nice feeling..
Love,
Me.
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Dear M,
I miss the flirting. I miss you wanting to come down and see me so badly. I miss saying ‘I’m gonna get some sleep’ and you responding with ‘Nooo!!’. I miss saying ‘I love you’ every night before I fell asleep.
I miss who we used to be.
You’re my best guy friend - you’ve kept me going so much. My love life screwed it up, I know.
But...
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Dear A,
I’ve expressed it to my school friends, to my brothers, to Matthew, even to Nick.
I am so ecstatic to have you back. I missed you immensely, and I promise you, you’ll always come first no matter what. Everyone knows how happy I am - all because I have the ability to say “Yeah, Ashlyn? She’s my best friend”.
Thank you for staying.
I love you.
-K
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Dear Noah,
The fact that you knew I had a cutting problem last year doesn’t upset me.
It’s the fact that while you and I are supposed to be best friends, you knew - and did nothing about it.
- A
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Dear J,
I miss you too, but I can never tell you that first. Stop writing letters on the internet that you know damn well I’m seeing, and please, just talk to me. I miss talking to you. Please.
-A
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Dear You,
I love you more than the moon loves the stars.
-Me
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Dear Facebook "friends"
I’m bisexual. And I don’t care what any of you say. I’m not confused or not sure. I know that I have an attraction to both sexes. And no, I am not pansexual or omnisexual like Kai. I call myself bisexual and that is what I am. There is a difference and it would help if you learnt what that difference was before you say anything about it.
(If only I had the guts to actually put...
"A real boy won't care what size bra you are, how...
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Dear Chris
You used to make me feel so special, i never guessed it would of ended like this.. us just falling out of love, no specific reason. We can’t even hate each other because we both just don’t care enough to feel such a strong emotion. What happened to us? We used to be great together, even as friends, it was us agaisnt the world, when we was together there wasnt anybody who could come...
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Dear Crush,
So. I don’t have a valentine. You don’t have a valentine. Maybe we could fix that? I wish. I’ve liked you, for a long time.
I know this song is talking about a guy feeling like he did more than his girls new guy does, but every time i hear it i think of you. Cause I think you would do these things for me, and more. The song is Like We Used To by Rocket To The Moon.
“Does...
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Dear Dad,
It’s sort of ironic that you, being a homophobe, have a lesbian daughter.
You only have one kid, Dad. It’s me. And I’m the same little girl you’ve been raising since you were 23. But Dad, I like girls and boys.
I’m terrified to tell you, but I can’t keep this a secret much longer.
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Dear N,
If I don’t kiss you before I leave at the end of this year, I will be extremely disappointed. Two years of being in love with you, and I’m probably never going to see you again after this year.
Seriously. Can you just violently make out with me or something?
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Dear C,
I have this near-uncontrollable urge to rip off all your clothes and suck your dick.