The Unsendable Letter

For those of you who have a letter to send, but just can't send it. It could be to a crush, a partner, an ex, or even a friend. Send them here :)

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Dear Julia,

You’re the one reason I’m scared to leave this place.
Imagine. Someone I don’t speak to anymore, makes me tremble at the thought of leaving her behind. It’s a little odd, don’t you say?
I love you.
I have yet to see someone as beautiful as you, or meet someone as smart and interesting.
But, it’s been two years since our best friendship or more or whatever you think we were, I can’t think of any label to describe how I felt, fell apart. 
I need to move on, J.
And seeing your face everyday isn’t helping the process any.
I am always going to miss you, but I need to do this for both our sakes. I can’t stay sane when you’re sitting three feet away.
I love you more than life itself.
But I need to move on.
-A