Dear Beast
I have to admit the year that we had was something I’d never believe was real, and thankfully after whats happened lately I can assume it never was. Not only did you act like you cared when I told you my friend died, you told me you wished you were here! But that was also a lie. I’m hurt to the point of no return, I still prayed that you had a better life without me. For some strange reason my heart won’t allow me to hate you the way I wish I could. When I say I cry every night, its because I have to come back to something that reminds me of you, to friends and family who are constantly asking about you, to things that you’ve forgotten at my place, and to the stupid messages you used to send. I mean it hurts so much, that I put my all into a person who pretty much cut my heart out and smashed it in my face. And every time Rihanna’s song comes on ‘Loved and lost’ your image is the first to my head. It sucks because I was always there for you. When things went bad with your family, friends, job, and everything else. And you do me like that. Yea I gave you praise for being honest, but that was such an easy way out.. Guess I can’t be mad cause at least you were honest? No! I’m mad because it shouldn’t have happened, but I hope he’s a reminder of the person you screwed over for a bitch you couldn’t even talk to. Wish you the best of luck in your future. Just get out of my head, and disappear from my life.
Forever heartbroken,
Beauty
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