Dear D,
I really do wish you knew how I felt about all of this. I wish that you knew exactly how much you are hurting me. If you did, I dont think you would have said you had fun last night.
Last night felt, perfect, to say the least. Dancing with you, you being my first dance, it meant a lot. I felt like I was on top of the world. I felt unstoppable. I could overcome anything with you by my side. But now, I am back to where I was before. You just messing with my head. No feelings, no nothing. Maybe ignoring you is the answer, for you to realize I am gone. I can’t pretend like you dont have feelings for me, when the way I felt last night was undeniable. Seconds before I got the chance to see you, you werent smiling, you saw my face, you got the biggest more beautiful smile on your face. One night, and I fell in love with you. Again. I like you a lot. And I want you, I told myself I wouldnt tell you, expecially though text but with everything that happened, yeah, i had too. I am sorry. I am sure if you looked me in the eyes your wouldnt be able to lie. You lied, I feel like I am being lied too. I hate it, and I am sorry that I feel like this.
You drive me crazy. All I want is the truth, I dont need a relationship, I wish you just were honest. </3
PS: I think you really did break my heart, my left side hurts really bad.
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